Thoughts i hate.... damnit

ive been having these same damn thoughts running through my mind. And its like i keep pressing the rewind and play button, over and over and over. Im getting sick of it.

Band is going to be totally different, and i think the groupie is so not ever going to be the same. EVER AGAIN...........

im really upset at two people, and i really think that if i talk to one first, it may go better with the other. hmm.... im getting sick of how ya'll basically shoved me to the side and allowed the TWO of them to take my spot. Not jsut one but there are two people. I know that they are both really sweet, and i know that ya'll are. Or well when i knew yall, yall were. I thought........
Im really frustated about this.

I went to work with mom today. it was interresting. i got to take care of a 6 day old puppy. The lady found him in her front yard, when he was still all yucky ( 1 day old).